Friday, May 30, 2008 ♥.
HEYHEY PPLE (:
im home, so i decided to just upload these few photos! haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHHHHHHMAAAAA :D
haaahaaa i know the photos look kinda....
but well, its okay man, i dont really care :D
this is my mum & her mum :D
BYEBYE PPLE. IM GONNA COOUNTDOWN TO MY BIRD-DAY (:
heeeheeee :D
im home, so i decided to just upload these few photos! haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AHHHHHHMAAAAA :D
haaahaaa i know the photos look kinda....
but well, its okay man, i dont really care :D
this is my mum & her mum :D
BYEBYE PPLE. IM GONNA COOUNTDOWN TO MY BIRD-DAY (:
heeeheeee :D
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Left @ 5/30/2008 10:21:00 PM
Left @ 5/30/2008 10:21:00 PM
♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
im home, but im gonna go out soon. cause its my ahma's birthday today! hohoho. hmm, so many GEMINIs babies around :D ohoh, im in total good mood. hehehe. & anyways, im not too sure if i'll be able to update my blog tmrr. i'll try to okay? okay, i just wanna go out & have fun tmrr! let me put the rules up for tmrr's outing first!
1st ; no EMOing tmrr!
2nd ; take as many photos as possible!
3rd ; have FUN FUN FUN! :D
i've got some birthday wishlists impossible.
1st ; blahblahblah.
2nd ; i want ahbah to come.
3rd ; i wish sisters can stay later.
4th ; i want to shout. heehee.
5th ; i hope i dont cry. ( regardless of sad or happy or touched )
6th ; i hope that my birthday wish is not too late.
LASTLY ;
i hope my family to be happy.
i hope everyone can be happy tmrr.
& especially that group of pple, to be fine of course.
that's all :D the rest, leave to myself okay? (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AHMA :D
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
im home, but im gonna go out soon. cause its my ahma's birthday today! hohoho. hmm, so many GEMINIs babies around :D ohoh, im in total good mood. hehehe. & anyways, im not too sure if i'll be able to update my blog tmrr. i'll try to okay? okay, i just wanna go out & have fun tmrr! let me put the rules up for tmrr's outing first!
1st ; no EMOing tmrr!
2nd ; take as many photos as possible!
3rd ; have FUN FUN FUN! :D
i've got some birthday wishlists impossible.
1st ; blahblahblah.
2nd ; i want ahbah to come.
3rd ; i wish sisters can stay later.
4th ; i want to shout. heehee.
5th ; i hope i dont cry. ( regardless of sad or happy or touched )
6th ; i hope that my birthday wish is not too late.
LASTLY ;
i hope my family to be happy.
i hope everyone can be happy tmrr.
& especially that group of pple, to be fine of course.
that's all :D the rest, leave to myself okay? (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AHMA :D
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/30/2008 05:07:00 PM
Left @ 5/30/2008 05:07:00 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
didn't had art lesson today, cause teacher gotta go for meeting, so yea we can choose not to go today. since we're left with painting & we're not too sure about how to start on it. well, whatever it is. im kinda out of mood right now, cause of.. i also dont know what exactly is the reason. but well, im feeling tired & i wanna rest. i've got to do 2 english compos & also learning my poa. alright, im feeling restless. okay pple, this is not emo. THIS IS NOT EMOING! okay? im just tired. so yea, no worries man (: alrightt, i hope everyone still is fine!
COUNTDOWNNNNNNNNNNNN.
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY...........
1.... 2.... yea 2 days left to my BIG DAY.
PHOTOOOS (:
me & jovina did this crazy stuff.
read the words quickly & follow the arrow! :D
i hope its all not too late yet. (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
didn't had art lesson today, cause teacher gotta go for meeting, so yea we can choose not to go today. since we're left with painting & we're not too sure about how to start on it. well, whatever it is. im kinda out of mood right now, cause of.. i also dont know what exactly is the reason. but well, im feeling tired & i wanna rest. i've got to do 2 english compos & also learning my poa. alright, im feeling restless. okay pple, this is not emo. THIS IS NOT EMOING! okay? im just tired. so yea, no worries man (: alrightt, i hope everyone still is fine!
COUNTDOWNNNNNNNNNNNN.
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY...........
1.... 2.... yea 2 days left to my BIG DAY.
PHOTOOOS (:
me & jovina did this crazy stuff.
read the words quickly & follow the arrow! :D
i hope its all not too late yet. (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/29/2008 04:08:00 PM
Left @ 5/29/2008 04:08:00 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
im home alrd. had art today, finally transferred my drawing to the big board! hurrays* should be starting on the painting tmrr alrd. kinda nervous thou. but well, excited at the same time? xD hahas anyways, gotta thank senghong for helping us today! alrightt!~ hees. i feel so tired these few days, i dont know why. im going crazy in the brain. but.... its alright! cause i'll be fine in no time man. that's for sure :D i gotta do my colour scheme later on for tmrr's painting. & perhaps, if i got extra time, i should be learning my poa or do some social studies work (:
AND ANYWAYS........
i quote this from somewhere that was written in the past... shhh...
' i wished you would have known me, look into my eyes & say everything will be fine. '
i find it so style alright! hahaha. (:
its the countdown to.....
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY! :D
1...2...3... yeaa babeyyy 3 more days left to my BIRD-DAY :D
PHOTOOOOS (:
aww my lovely sister, featuring the PENGUIN :D
i did this yesterday during bio lesson for jiong.
cause im bored while he munches on his PRETZ!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
im home alrd. had art today, finally transferred my drawing to the big board! hurrays* should be starting on the painting tmrr alrd. kinda nervous thou. but well, excited at the same time? xD hahas anyways, gotta thank senghong for helping us today! alrightt!~ hees. i feel so tired these few days, i dont know why. im going crazy in the brain. but.... its alright! cause i'll be fine in no time man. that's for sure :D i gotta do my colour scheme later on for tmrr's painting. & perhaps, if i got extra time, i should be learning my poa or do some social studies work (:
AND ANYWAYS........
i quote this from somewhere that was written in the past... shhh...
' i wished you would have known me, look into my eyes & say everything will be fine. '
i find it so style alright! hahaha. (:
its the countdown to.....
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY! :D
1...2...3... yeaa babeyyy 3 more days left to my BIRD-DAY :D
PHOTOOOOS (:
aww my lovely sister, featuring the PENGUIN :D
i did this yesterday during bio lesson for jiong.
cause im bored while he munches on his PRETZ!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/28/2008 05:34:00 PM
Left @ 5/28/2008 05:34:00 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today was quite a tiring day, but still alright. infocus for 2 weeks, alright!~ haha, i know im mad! but well.. who cares? right now during art lessons, we have to start transferring our final design onto the big big board alrd! stress ~ cause it may seem easy, but let me tell you.. its totally not easy at all! it can kill you. but well, gotta strive hard for it. then can concentrate on other subjects better in future. well, it finally rained today! ohmygod. i feel so touched ~ it did not lie to me, it happened. hahaha, tmrr shall be another normal school day for me yea? & happy holidays to those who're enjoying your holidays! but those sec fours, let's struggle harder for infocus :D
haha, heartbreak doesn't matter. what matters most is, leg dont break!
ALRIGHTT!~ byebye sweeties & honeyys :D
its counting down to....
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY :D
1... 2... 3... 4... yeaa babeyy FOUR MORE DAYS! hohoho. :D
damnn, i love guys who plays bball! :o
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today was quite a tiring day, but still alright. infocus for 2 weeks, alright!~ haha, i know im mad! but well.. who cares? right now during art lessons, we have to start transferring our final design onto the big big board alrd! stress ~ cause it may seem easy, but let me tell you.. its totally not easy at all! it can kill you. but well, gotta strive hard for it. then can concentrate on other subjects better in future. well, it finally rained today! ohmygod. i feel so touched ~ it did not lie to me, it happened. hahaha, tmrr shall be another normal school day for me yea? & happy holidays to those who're enjoying your holidays! but those sec fours, let's struggle harder for infocus :D
haha, heartbreak doesn't matter. what matters most is, leg dont break!
ALRIGHTT!~ byebye sweeties & honeyys :D
its counting down to....
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY :D
1... 2... 3... 4... yeaa babeyy FOUR MORE DAYS! hohoho. :D
damnn, i love guys who plays bball! :o
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/27/2008 06:21:00 PM
Left @ 5/27/2008 06:21:00 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
had the chinese paper today. the MCQs are kinda tricky. damnnit! my A ~ come back to me. i feel that i didn't do well today. but whatever it is, i hope everything will turn out fine. still, pray & wish for the best. now gotta concentrate on others and art! we still have infocus everyday for 2 weeks, no holidays! hahas, but its also good, just that it feels like stress. c'mon people, dont complain! casue at least you guys dont have to stay back till 4 everyday after infocus where by we neeeeeeed! for art! gosh, it must be tiring man. days are nearing. my birthday! hoho. well, i dont know how it'll turn out to be. but still, i hope everyone will be fine & happy on that day. then i'll feel extremeeeee happiness alrd. i hope everything will turn out fine (: kinda nervous still.. hmm, im under depression, cant blame uh! i feel so complex right now! -.- arghs* freaking brain, attitude problem! wtf ~ & jiong going genting then say genting LAHS, say what go australia, zz like that say then not man alrd. z.z hahas.
lets countdown to......
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY :D
1.... 2.... 3... 4... 5.... yes 5 more days & its my BIRD-day, alrightt babeyyyy (:
; & wtf, i think im suffering from heartbreak! xD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
had the chinese paper today. the MCQs are kinda tricky. damnnit! my A ~ come back to me. i feel that i didn't do well today. but whatever it is, i hope everything will turn out fine. still, pray & wish for the best. now gotta concentrate on others and art! we still have infocus everyday for 2 weeks, no holidays! hahas, but its also good, just that it feels like stress. c'mon people, dont complain! casue at least you guys dont have to stay back till 4 everyday after infocus where by we neeeeeeed! for art! gosh, it must be tiring man. days are nearing. my birthday! hoho. well, i dont know how it'll turn out to be. but still, i hope everyone will be fine & happy on that day. then i'll feel extremeeeee happiness alrd. i hope everything will turn out fine (: kinda nervous still.. hmm, im under depression, cant blame uh! i feel so complex right now! -.- arghs* freaking brain, attitude problem! wtf ~ & jiong going genting then say genting LAHS, say what go australia, zz like that say then not man alrd. z.z hahas.
lets countdown to......
JINGYING's BIRTHDAY :D
1.... 2.... 3... 4... 5.... yes 5 more days & its my BIRD-day, alrightt babeyyyy (:
; & wtf, i think im suffering from heartbreak! xD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/26/2008 07:30:00 PM
Left @ 5/26/2008 07:30:00 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
chinese o level paper is tmrr! its so fast, but well, its a fact. gotta face it strongly (: im home today, not gonna go out. but well, days are passing so fast everyday! i cant stand it. really gotta treasure time & cherish the people around you before its all too late. anyways, it looks like its gonna rain! i hope it will rain ~ i know its random, but c'mon, i really hope that it'll rain. i hope tmrr's paper will go well for everyone. so that everyone can be happy with it. no stress no stress! must always believe in yourself man :D haha. whatever it is, gotta put in the best i've got tmrr. & im really bored these days. im trying to find something interesting & fun to do. haha, but it doesn't matter, casue aft a while, everything gotta go back to studying & preparing of Os alrd. not that bad actually ,studying is fun! :D
; i miss so many pple right now.
PHOTOOS (:
i just, kinda like this photo but i duno why.
i like this picture (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
chinese o level paper is tmrr! its so fast, but well, its a fact. gotta face it strongly (: im home today, not gonna go out. but well, days are passing so fast everyday! i cant stand it. really gotta treasure time & cherish the people around you before its all too late. anyways, it looks like its gonna rain! i hope it will rain ~ i know its random, but c'mon, i really hope that it'll rain. i hope tmrr's paper will go well for everyone. so that everyone can be happy with it. no stress no stress! must always believe in yourself man :D haha. whatever it is, gotta put in the best i've got tmrr. & im really bored these days. im trying to find something interesting & fun to do. haha, but it doesn't matter, casue aft a while, everything gotta go back to studying & preparing of Os alrd. not that bad actually ,studying is fun! :D
; i miss so many pple right now.
PHOTOOS (:
i just, kinda like this photo but i duno why.
i like this picture (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/25/2008 05:01:00 PM
Left @ 5/25/2008 05:01:00 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
i would like to feature this linkk.
http://www.youtube.com/user/alimuthu haha, go have a look. i went pass EL's profile & went to see his videos. interesting & funny! i've watched it before. haha, if you guys are bored. go have a look! its indeed cute & nice :D
i would like to feature this linkk.
http://www.youtube.com/user/alimuthu haha, go have a look. i went pass EL's profile & went to see his videos. interesting & funny! i've watched it before. haha, if you guys are bored. go have a look! its indeed cute & nice :D
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Left @ 5/24/2008 05:12:00 PM
Left @ 5/24/2008 05:12:00 PM
♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
i slept really early last night. so, err.. im SORRY for those miss calls & msges that i didn't reply. apologiessss ~ alrights, left with two days to chinese paper. gotta do some revision later on! hope to clear this stage. i know my birthday's nearing. but err.. not much thinking into it. i duno why, maybe because im still feeling sick! arghs* whatever it is, leave everything to my 'dearest brothers&sisters' to.. you know.. 'plan' ? but still, focusing on my chinese right now. only left with two days, so must work super hard. at least wont regret. must strive hard! (: i hope it'll rain, i hope it'll rain! its so bloodyyy irritating HOT okay! how to save electricity like this? gosh. & i've not been seeing JOVINA for 3 days. ahhhh, i miss her man =x hahas. alrights, gotta go. & im sorry pple! msg me if thers a need to contact me! byebye.
PHOTOOOS (:
me jovina & penguin drew this for the 4e4.
that's all for today, okay?
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
i slept really early last night. so, err.. im SORRY for those miss calls & msges that i didn't reply. apologiessss ~ alrights, left with two days to chinese paper. gotta do some revision later on! hope to clear this stage. i know my birthday's nearing. but err.. not much thinking into it. i duno why, maybe because im still feeling sick! arghs* whatever it is, leave everything to my 'dearest brothers&sisters' to.. you know.. 'plan' ? but still, focusing on my chinese right now. only left with two days, so must work super hard. at least wont regret. must strive hard! (: i hope it'll rain, i hope it'll rain! its so bloodyyy irritating HOT okay! how to save electricity like this? gosh. & i've not been seeing JOVINA for 3 days. ahhhh, i miss her man =x hahas. alrights, gotta go. & im sorry pple! msg me if thers a need to contact me! byebye.
PHOTOOOS (:
me jovina & penguin drew this for the 4e4.
that's all for today, okay?
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/24/2008 11:13:00 AM
Left @ 5/24/2008 11:13:00 AM
Friday, May 23, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
i din attend school today. but i went to get my report card afterwards. yep, my mother went with me to get or else i will have to get it on my own at 4. i feel touched when ms shanthi said she can see my effort! gosh, shy okay? haha, kidding. but well, really gotta strive hard. & right now, im feeling sick. i dont know why. whatever it is, my main focus right now is on my chinese paper for monday. hope to be able to do really well, so i can drop chinese & focus on others. im head seems heavy right now. i've got a feeling, something's gonna happen, soon. alrights, i gotta go alrd. maybe i'll try to update tmrr again. seeya guys!
; its enough, isn't it?
PHOTOOOS (:
these photos are so damnnn cuteeee :D
i still remember this was drawn by penguin (:
some old photoos (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
i din attend school today. but i went to get my report card afterwards. yep, my mother went with me to get or else i will have to get it on my own at 4. i feel touched when ms shanthi said she can see my effort! gosh, shy okay? haha, kidding. but well, really gotta strive hard. & right now, im feeling sick. i dont know why. whatever it is, my main focus right now is on my chinese paper for monday. hope to be able to do really well, so i can drop chinese & focus on others. im head seems heavy right now. i've got a feeling, something's gonna happen, soon. alrights, i gotta go alrd. maybe i'll try to update tmrr again. seeya guys!
; its enough, isn't it?
PHOTOOOS (:
these photos are so damnnn cuteeee :D
i still remember this was drawn by penguin (:
some old photoos (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/23/2008 03:13:00 PM
Left @ 5/23/2008 03:13:00 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
im home today! i din went to school cause got a headache. aww, it was another -i-dont-know-how-to-explain day once more. but well, 'let the words remain unsaid?' hahaha. but whatever it is, im tired! & some idiot is just so GL man! really nver gl me one day will die. i shall see how that person can survive without me there for him to gl uh. hmm, but well, lack of sleep definately! but staying home is good too, i can do my chinese assesment later on! hohoho :D remember my aim? its to finish the book before my chinese papers start. but well, whatever it is man. i gotta go get my beauty sleeeeeep right now first! my eyelids are closing alrd man. seeya guys tmrr. shall update photos as an apology & request from my dearest jam sweety :D
PHOTOOOOS (:
look, this is crack from an egg. but there is two yolk!
loooooook carefully,
its twins :o
i took this photo. definately (:
we were playing with this disgusting shit thingy on tuesday.
it is actually MARS ( chocolate ) but it was squashed & some
creative idea cam up & it look like real shit! =x
we placed it in ms chong's locker & asked her to come out of staff
room to see. hahaha. & she feel that its very real. haha xD
it doesn't really what whats the ending.
as long as you'll be the fine one then it'll be alright (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
im home today! i din went to school cause got a headache. aww, it was another -i-dont-know-how-to-explain day once more. but well, 'let the words remain unsaid?' hahaha. but whatever it is, im tired! & some idiot is just so GL man! really nver gl me one day will die. i shall see how that person can survive without me there for him to gl uh. hmm, but well, lack of sleep definately! but staying home is good too, i can do my chinese assesment later on! hohoho :D remember my aim? its to finish the book before my chinese papers start. but well, whatever it is man. i gotta go get my beauty sleeeeeep right now first! my eyelids are closing alrd man. seeya guys tmrr. shall update photos as an apology & request from my dearest jam sweety :D
PHOTOOOOS (:
look, this is crack from an egg. but there is two yolk!
loooooook carefully,
its twins :o
i took this photo. definately (:
we were playing with this disgusting shit thingy on tuesday.
it is actually MARS ( chocolate ) but it was squashed & some
creative idea cam up & it look like real shit! =x
we placed it in ms chong's locker & asked her to come out of staff
room to see. hahaha. & she feel that its very real. haha xD
it doesn't really what whats the ending.
as long as you'll be the fine one then it'll be alright (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/22/2008 10:18:00 AM
Left @ 5/22/2008 10:18:00 AM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today as per normal, bloody idiotic weather! suck like hell. there was a time when the wind finally came & it looked like iits gonna rain. but in the end, it was all false hope. it happened a number of time alrd. i hhope the weather will get better soon. i dont hate mother tongue intensive, i only hate the weather. its killing meeee!~ but well, lets just pray hard. everyday is passing by quickly. we're only left with 5 days to our chinese paper alrd! hmm, hope i can get the results that i hope for. but still, everything pays, nothing comes for free (: gotta study later on! hohoho :o & i love my brothers & sisters still, even thou i feel 'dulan' today! arghs* up to something no good to sabo me on my birthday. zzz ~ oh well, that's all for today.
; lets see if someone gets rape by many gays today.
PHOTOOOS. (:
i tell you, i found this in a book. its so damnn cute.
ahaha, its for fun. a photo taken in the past.
today as per normal, bloody idiotic weather! suck like hell. there was a time when the wind finally came & it looked like iits gonna rain. but in the end, it was all false hope. it happened a number of time alrd. i hhope the weather will get better soon. i dont hate mother tongue intensive, i only hate the weather. its killing meeee!~ but well, lets just pray hard. everyday is passing by quickly. we're only left with 5 days to our chinese paper alrd! hmm, hope i can get the results that i hope for. but still, everything pays, nothing comes for free (: gotta study later on! hohoho :o & i love my brothers & sisters still, even thou i feel 'dulan' today! arghs* up to something no good to sabo me on my birthday. zzz ~ oh well, that's all for today.
; lets see if someone gets rape by many gays today.
PHOTOOOS. (:
i tell you, i found this in a book. its so damnn cute.
ahaha, its for fun. a photo taken in the past.
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Left @ 5/21/2008 06:23:00 PM
Left @ 5/21/2008 06:23:00 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today is a tiring day for me. not exactly tired, err i dont know how to explain too. the weather, totally totally suck! let me tell you, can you imagine how torturing it is to do your mother tongue paper while you feel like as if you're swimming in hot water? the amount of perspirations, is like damnn.. cant explain, but its damn irritating. cudn'r concentrate properly. its like hell man. but well, no choice. right now, after a nice bath, gosh its like heaven okay? but aft awhile it'll start all over again. we're having the mother tongue intensive programme everyday, but thinking back, its only left with 3 days. c'mon its no big deal, its for our good. but i just cant stand the bloody idiotic weather. it damn suck! if only the school has aircon, at least for the upper sec or whatever... zzz it'll nver happen. i gotta rush finish 5 sets of chinese paper today. my own aim. i dont care, im gonna try. at very least, finish 3 of them. or else, i wont let myself off to my dreamland definately. tough fight uh! (:
& today i still feel that my bestfren look very emo & restless. i feel sad after seeing him like that, cause jingying = chanhong , right? but well, that aint the main point. i mean, cause his phone kinda breakdown so i cant really contact him either. im kinda worried. i know you said there's nothing wrong, but my feeling says so strongly that something is indeed wrong. but in anyways, if its not, then it must be cause you're too tired. whatever it is, regain the normal chanhong LAHS! aiyerr, not used to see you so queit okay? anything, call me! i'll be there (:
-/ i'll try what i can to help you. but shudn't you tell me what exactly happened first? or else, how am i suppose to know? i aint god. msg me if you really need my help.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today is a tiring day for me. not exactly tired, err i dont know how to explain too. the weather, totally totally suck! let me tell you, can you imagine how torturing it is to do your mother tongue paper while you feel like as if you're swimming in hot water? the amount of perspirations, is like damnn.. cant explain, but its damn irritating. cudn'r concentrate properly. its like hell man. but well, no choice. right now, after a nice bath, gosh its like heaven okay? but aft awhile it'll start all over again. we're having the mother tongue intensive programme everyday, but thinking back, its only left with 3 days. c'mon its no big deal, its for our good. but i just cant stand the bloody idiotic weather. it damn suck! if only the school has aircon, at least for the upper sec or whatever... zzz it'll nver happen. i gotta rush finish 5 sets of chinese paper today. my own aim. i dont care, im gonna try. at very least, finish 3 of them. or else, i wont let myself off to my dreamland definately. tough fight uh! (:
& today i still feel that my bestfren look very emo & restless. i feel sad after seeing him like that, cause jingying = chanhong , right? but well, that aint the main point. i mean, cause his phone kinda breakdown so i cant really contact him either. im kinda worried. i know you said there's nothing wrong, but my feeling says so strongly that something is indeed wrong. but in anyways, if its not, then it must be cause you're too tired. whatever it is, regain the normal chanhong LAHS! aiyerr, not used to see you so queit okay? anything, call me! i'll be there (:
-/ i'll try what i can to help you. but shudn't you tell me what exactly happened first? or else, how am i suppose to know? i aint god. msg me if you really need my help.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/20/2008 06:59:00 PM
Left @ 5/20/2008 06:59:00 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's vesak day! hahaha, im just bored. hmm, school's starting tmrr alrd. kinda worried cause haven really been studying for my chinese these few days. only normal read thru or somthing like that. but well, its okay! mother tongue intensive, here i comeeeeee! :D hees. & you know what, im having a big challenge as to the dressing i shud put on on my birthday. you know, if i dont wear nicely, someone wud leave immediately. ohmann, im trying hard. okay, to that person, i promise i will do my best okayokay? trust me this time then. i wonder whats my brothers&sisters up to the planning of my birthday. damnn, shud have treat them better normally, now they wanna see my dead. ohoh! hahas, but well, this time shud be jovina who is the main person planning all these. she is not willing to give me any hints of the planns! arghs* i'll try to update my dearest, sweet lovely blog everyday, if possible (:
; i've got many things to tell you! you shall wait & see (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's vesak day! hahaha, im just bored. hmm, school's starting tmrr alrd. kinda worried cause haven really been studying for my chinese these few days. only normal read thru or somthing like that. but well, its okay! mother tongue intensive, here i comeeeeee! :D hees. & you know what, im having a big challenge as to the dressing i shud put on on my birthday. you know, if i dont wear nicely, someone wud leave immediately. ohmann, im trying hard. okay, to that person, i promise i will do my best okayokay? trust me this time then. i wonder whats my brothers&sisters up to the planning of my birthday. damnn, shud have treat them better normally, now they wanna see my dead. ohoh! hahas, but well, this time shud be jovina who is the main person planning all these. she is not willing to give me any hints of the planns! arghs* i'll try to update my dearest, sweet lovely blog everyday, if possible (:
; i've got many things to tell you! you shall wait & see (:
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/19/2008 04:22:00 PM
Left @ 5/19/2008 04:22:00 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's a okayokay day for me! cause my brain aint burning that hard anymore. i mean, at least, for now, its not burning anymore! cheers (: must thank so many pple who is willing to listen to my craps & rubbish yesterday. haas, but my brain was really like burning really so damn hard yesterday! but right now, im fine alrd! alright!~ hees. hmm, i shall upload photos today. i haven started to revise on my POA & i shall do it later on. & obviously my chinese revision. one more week left to chinese O levels, im filled with excitement & also a little bit of fear. but well, before the day comes, im goona get prepared fully for it. so that i wont leave any regrets behind! & tmrr's a holiday! but i gotta wake up early in the morning to pray. i shall countdown to chinese O levels before i start counting down to my birthday! hees. i miss my brothers&sisters suddenly ):
- you -
i shall let you know the answer after the chinese papers. meanwhile, let everything explain if this frenship is really worth a comeback. like i said, i aint the only one deciding.
; i feel incredibly fresh to overcome any obstacles! ^^
PHOTOOOS (:
the act cute guys that are forces by me to take those two
girl pen stuffs! hahaahahahaha. :o
they're just boredddd to play with all these (:
aww, i miss them right now! damnn.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's a okayokay day for me! cause my brain aint burning that hard anymore. i mean, at least, for now, its not burning anymore! cheers (: must thank so many pple who is willing to listen to my craps & rubbish yesterday. haas, but my brain was really like burning really so damn hard yesterday! but right now, im fine alrd! alright!~ hees. hmm, i shall upload photos today. i haven started to revise on my POA & i shall do it later on. & obviously my chinese revision. one more week left to chinese O levels, im filled with excitement & also a little bit of fear. but well, before the day comes, im goona get prepared fully for it. so that i wont leave any regrets behind! & tmrr's a holiday! but i gotta wake up early in the morning to pray. i shall countdown to chinese O levels before i start counting down to my birthday! hees. i miss my brothers&sisters suddenly ):
- you -
i shall let you know the answer after the chinese papers. meanwhile, let everything explain if this frenship is really worth a comeback. like i said, i aint the only one deciding.
; i feel incredibly fresh to overcome any obstacles! ^^
PHOTOOOS (:
the act cute guys that are forces by me to take those two
girl pen stuffs! hahaahahahaha. :o
they're just boredddd to play with all these (:
aww, i miss them right now! damnn.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/18/2008 12:58:00 PM
Left @ 5/18/2008 12:58:00 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
i decided to blog earlier today! hmm, i gotta go do my chinese work later on. cause, practise makes perfect, isn't it? hahas. arghs* i had a bad day yesterday. & today it was meant to be one. but luckily, many pple changed my mood. it was much better. but still, there is still some symptoms of brain dead. im getting a little slower than usual. & im addicted to the song liquid sent to me. cause its been a long time im trying to find that song too! damnn, i shudn't have kept listening & letting my brothers, sisters to be emo too. hahas, well anyways, its really a nice song! im feeling very tied up & stressed! i dont know why, no wonder so many white hairs are growing! ): ): ): damnn it! & MY SWEETY dont pluck 'dick hair' lahs! white hair white hair!~ hahas, seriously thinking back, really miss my netballers. but i dare not think about it. cause i cant be the one to say i wanna play netball with them again. im gonna download more songs later on. as you guys know, im a music-freak! i fee like closing myself in the rooom for the rest of my life! i know that's dumb. im just being random. but its what i've thought of before.
- to you -
i've read your offline msg to me alrd. convincing uh? but i dont wish to solve this thing right now first. but like i said, let me think about it first. my brain is burning right now. & please know, im not the only one holding the decision. what about the others? they also have say in this.
please promise me that you will make it happen. please dont make me lose hope & give up in the thing that i really love most in my life so far cause i really dont wish to.
; i just hope you can be the one to console me to be better. that's all i hope.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
i decided to blog earlier today! hmm, i gotta go do my chinese work later on. cause, practise makes perfect, isn't it? hahas. arghs* i had a bad day yesterday. & today it was meant to be one. but luckily, many pple changed my mood. it was much better. but still, there is still some symptoms of brain dead. im getting a little slower than usual. & im addicted to the song liquid sent to me. cause its been a long time im trying to find that song too! damnn, i shudn't have kept listening & letting my brothers, sisters to be emo too. hahas, well anyways, its really a nice song! im feeling very tied up & stressed! i dont know why, no wonder so many white hairs are growing! ): ): ): damnn it! & MY SWEETY dont pluck 'dick hair' lahs! white hair white hair!~ hahas, seriously thinking back, really miss my netballers. but i dare not think about it. cause i cant be the one to say i wanna play netball with them again. im gonna download more songs later on. as you guys know, im a music-freak! i fee like closing myself in the rooom for the rest of my life! i know that's dumb. im just being random. but its what i've thought of before.
- to you -
i've read your offline msg to me alrd. convincing uh? but i dont wish to solve this thing right now first. but like i said, let me think about it first. my brain is burning right now. & please know, im not the only one holding the decision. what about the others? they also have say in this.
please promise me that you will make it happen. please dont make me lose hope & give up in the thing that i really love most in my life so far cause i really dont wish to.
; i just hope you can be the one to console me to be better. that's all i hope.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/17/2008 01:24:00 PM
Left @ 5/17/2008 01:24:00 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
im home! aww, its like finally man. its been so damn freaking hot. im feeling damn weird today & i dont know what am i thinking about seriously. & i cud have had my dinner outside today but i chose not to, cause its burning me alive! the mother tongue intensive programme had started today. everyone was not doing the paper right i believe, cause the weather is so hot & we were like perspiring. two big fans came in after a while for us, but i feel it was not much of use. its very hot LAH! damnn. & oh yep, i actually said i'll update a long post yesterday, but i didn't in the end. i was doing other things && watching tv programmes. yep, our results are back. i've nothing much to say about. only same old sentence ' shall continue working harder. ' to me, i dont feel that failing some subjects makes me lose hope. instead, i feel like working even harder! i've to start my studying tonight, thou im tired. but still have to, cause if slacken down a day, you will continue slacking the next day giving the same reason.
hmm, this is my plan, i guess some pple know alrd.
16th may to 25th may - study freak for chinese.
26th may - taking chinese GCE 'O' levels.
27th may to 29th may - perhaps relax a little?
30th may - some day?
31st may - its JINGYING's birthday! :D
- to you know who you are -
sometimes, i dont understand you. sometimes, i feel stupid. can yopu please tell what the hell are you thinking inside? do you know how much effort i tried to put in into this frenship? how hard to tell everyone to say, you've change. & how hard to listen to pple telling me, dont be dumb. do you know? i dont know why, this isn't the first time, i can tell you, its not. why must you always do some dumb things to make me feel this way? whenever you got a problem, i told you a way to slove it, you wudn't listen & you ended up crying. what 's the point? can you tell me? & why must you go around asking so many pple? must you really do that? you can say, i just really wanna know what happen. what i feel there's not a need to make such a fuss. you told me the reason yesterday, but you shud clearly know, it aint the reason why things became like this. if you just cudn't figure out, or you choose not to say out but to act dumb, i've nothing to say. i alrd told you yesterday, since you've said the reason, then treat it as its my fault. anyways, im used to it alrd. if things happened yesterday, & you cud go with another new group of frens today, im sorry to say this, but i feel im wrong this time. cause i believe you can adapt to your new group of frens quickly. seriously, i dont know what i really want from you right now either. just take it that, i've got serious attitude problem & things became like this is due to my fault, alright?
i've been thinking about it for days. are things supposed to be like this? maybe im the cause of this outcome. i know i'll regret if i tell some things out. but, perhaps it wud be better. im still hesitating, hardly & suffering. cause i dont wish to risk anymore, i dont wish to see so much sadness going on. it makes me feel painful if things happens badly again, no matter you or me. i'll feel the same amount of pain. arghs* because i cant get a definate answer, that's why my brain is in a mess right now. i dont wish to cry, cause it cant solve anything. & i know why, its cause im afraid. afraid to lose one more time, afraid to cause more sadness, afraid towards everything. if i know, i am definately the one, perhaps all these wud stop. i can feel its crying hard. let me think harder, i know & im sure, i'll be able to get an answer soon. but right now, i shall remain unchanged all the way, after my birthday. & please, dont bleed anymore.
; cud anyone please appear to cheer me up!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
im home! aww, its like finally man. its been so damn freaking hot. im feeling damn weird today & i dont know what am i thinking about seriously. & i cud have had my dinner outside today but i chose not to, cause its burning me alive! the mother tongue intensive programme had started today. everyone was not doing the paper right i believe, cause the weather is so hot & we were like perspiring. two big fans came in after a while for us, but i feel it was not much of use. its very hot LAH! damnn. & oh yep, i actually said i'll update a long post yesterday, but i didn't in the end. i was doing other things && watching tv programmes. yep, our results are back. i've nothing much to say about. only same old sentence ' shall continue working harder. ' to me, i dont feel that failing some subjects makes me lose hope. instead, i feel like working even harder! i've to start my studying tonight, thou im tired. but still have to, cause if slacken down a day, you will continue slacking the next day giving the same reason.
hmm, this is my plan, i guess some pple know alrd.
16th may to 25th may - study freak for chinese.
26th may - taking chinese GCE 'O' levels.
27th may to 29th may - perhaps relax a little?
30th may - some day?
31st may - its JINGYING's birthday! :D
- to you know who you are -
sometimes, i dont understand you. sometimes, i feel stupid. can yopu please tell what the hell are you thinking inside? do you know how much effort i tried to put in into this frenship? how hard to tell everyone to say, you've change. & how hard to listen to pple telling me, dont be dumb. do you know? i dont know why, this isn't the first time, i can tell you, its not. why must you always do some dumb things to make me feel this way? whenever you got a problem, i told you a way to slove it, you wudn't listen & you ended up crying. what 's the point? can you tell me? & why must you go around asking so many pple? must you really do that? you can say, i just really wanna know what happen. what i feel there's not a need to make such a fuss. you told me the reason yesterday, but you shud clearly know, it aint the reason why things became like this. if you just cudn't figure out, or you choose not to say out but to act dumb, i've nothing to say. i alrd told you yesterday, since you've said the reason, then treat it as its my fault. anyways, im used to it alrd. if things happened yesterday, & you cud go with another new group of frens today, im sorry to say this, but i feel im wrong this time. cause i believe you can adapt to your new group of frens quickly. seriously, i dont know what i really want from you right now either. just take it that, i've got serious attitude problem & things became like this is due to my fault, alright?
i've been thinking about it for days. are things supposed to be like this? maybe im the cause of this outcome. i know i'll regret if i tell some things out. but, perhaps it wud be better. im still hesitating, hardly & suffering. cause i dont wish to risk anymore, i dont wish to see so much sadness going on. it makes me feel painful if things happens badly again, no matter you or me. i'll feel the same amount of pain. arghs* because i cant get a definate answer, that's why my brain is in a mess right now. i dont wish to cry, cause it cant solve anything. & i know why, its cause im afraid. afraid to lose one more time, afraid to cause more sadness, afraid towards everything. if i know, i am definately the one, perhaps all these wud stop. i can feel its crying hard. let me think harder, i know & im sure, i'll be able to get an answer soon. but right now, i shall remain unchanged all the way, after my birthday. & please, dont bleed anymore.
; cud anyone please appear to cheer me up!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
--
Left @ 5/16/2008 06:17:00 PM
Left @ 5/16/2008 06:17:00 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
im sorry liquid & others! i know i said i'll post a long long one. err, tmrr can? i promise promise! hees. sorry uh! its so damn hot, im going off alrd! zzz.
; i just dont know lah.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
im sorry liquid & others! i know i said i'll post a long long one. err, tmrr can? i promise promise! hees. sorry uh! its so damn hot, im going off alrd! zzz.
; i just dont know lah.
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/15/2008 07:13:00 PM
Left @ 5/15/2008 07:13:00 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
EXAMMMMSS ARE FINALLY OVER! hohoho :D but i dont know why, the feeling of the stress of examinations still ther. something is wrong with my brain! ohmygod. please dont make me mad. let me relax for awhile. im down with flu right now! damnn. i've been sneezing non stop snce i steped into the exam hall in the morning. who the hell is missing me so much man?! why it be so exaggerating!? arghs* guess i've to get recovered sooon! please dont miss me anymore T.T miss me when im alright okay? woohoo, going out tmrr! okayokay, shall update if i can tmrr then. its time to relax pple, its play hard time! but only for this week uh! :D
; if you believe in miracles. ^^
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
EXAMMMMSS ARE FINALLY OVER! hohoho :D but i dont know why, the feeling of the stress of examinations still ther. something is wrong with my brain! ohmygod. please dont make me mad. let me relax for awhile. im down with flu right now! damnn. i've been sneezing non stop snce i steped into the exam hall in the morning. who the hell is missing me so much man?! why it be so exaggerating!? arghs* guess i've to get recovered sooon! please dont miss me anymore T.T miss me when im alright okay? woohoo, going out tmrr! okayokay, shall update if i can tmrr then. its time to relax pple, its play hard time! but only for this week uh! :D
; if you believe in miracles. ^^
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/13/2008 09:17:00 PM
Left @ 5/13/2008 09:17:00 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today emaths was alright. hahas, hope it'll turn out fine. im now left with amaths paper, poa paper & art! hoho, time to start working super hard for my art alrd. i've not started on anything! its time to 'chiong' alrd man! hahas. went to have lunch & went to library today, i borrowed two books! but i've not yet started to read it. i wanna read it afterwards! & i bought my handphone cover for seven bucks today! hahas, im happy right now okay! (: today khai is so stupid & dumb, always let me catch his weak point, pity him actually xD who ask him try to be funny with me at the first place. but well, its still a funny day after all. hmm, guess i'll be going to visit my grandma tmrr, its been long since i've seen her & heard that she's getting weaker ): but nvermind, i'll go visit her tmrr. c'mon, today its friday! arghs* its friday! shudn't the promise she made to me actually come by? i hope she appear sooooooooon! & sisters said they wanna go shopping next wednesday, cause got no paper for us alrd. but... i haven decided if to go. & i've not yet ask my parents! buy what clothes again this time, my dearest sisters?!
& im getting kinda like.... paranoid these days. i also dont know how to explain it in detailed actually. its like err... well nvermind, i guess im just going a little haywire inside, cause lack opf sleep LAHS! i keep on sleeping these few days unknowyingly, ohmygod! better stop it soon =x oh yeapp, im preparing a song specially for my liquid on my birthday, style bodoh! :D
; sometimes, you must not look only on the outside, its really matters alot.
PHOTOS ~
i dont meant to cut my face away T.T
oh c'mon, yingxiu, change a new face yea? :D
she decides not to take any photos. damnn!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today emaths was alright. hahas, hope it'll turn out fine. im now left with amaths paper, poa paper & art! hoho, time to start working super hard for my art alrd. i've not started on anything! its time to 'chiong' alrd man! hahas. went to have lunch & went to library today, i borrowed two books! but i've not yet started to read it. i wanna read it afterwards! & i bought my handphone cover for seven bucks today! hahas, im happy right now okay! (: today khai is so stupid & dumb, always let me catch his weak point, pity him actually xD who ask him try to be funny with me at the first place. but well, its still a funny day after all. hmm, guess i'll be going to visit my grandma tmrr, its been long since i've seen her & heard that she's getting weaker ): but nvermind, i'll go visit her tmrr. c'mon, today its friday! arghs* its friday! shudn't the promise she made to me actually come by? i hope she appear sooooooooon! & sisters said they wanna go shopping next wednesday, cause got no paper for us alrd. but... i haven decided if to go. & i've not yet ask my parents! buy what clothes again this time, my dearest sisters?!
& im getting kinda like.... paranoid these days. i also dont know how to explain it in detailed actually. its like err... well nvermind, i guess im just going a little haywire inside, cause lack opf sleep LAHS! i keep on sleeping these few days unknowyingly, ohmygod! better stop it soon =x oh yeapp, im preparing a song specially for my liquid on my birthday, style bodoh! :D
; sometimes, you must not look only on the outside, its really matters alot.
PHOTOS ~
i dont meant to cut my face away T.T
oh c'mon, yingxiu, change a new face yea? :D
she decides not to take any photos. damnn!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/09/2008 10:37:00 PM
Left @ 5/09/2008 10:37:00 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's paper, still alright, for all i know, im freaking tired & im in confusion state, so i dont know what exactly the questions are actually asking about. i just blurly answered. i did tried my best to keep my eyelids from closing, but it failed! during poa exam, it started pouring heavily & the fan kept blowing at me, then my whole body was aching terribly, especially my leg okay! arghs* & finally, weekends reaching! i wonder its a good thing? or.. well, im sure it'll be good thing yea! alrightt !~
this is my new favourite phrase, c'mon lah! its MANN okay ~
aww today's is such a..... a i-dont-know-how-to-explain-day. you know i meant, after twelve all the way till morning? cause its just so freaking fun & tiring man. just that some cute chanhong lame us all the way till i almost fall dead. please pple, please ~ nver start laming rubbish with him, you'll definately regret man! our cute boss today morning went to bedok mac to meet us instead of tm mac. ' babyyyy ni jiu shi wo de wei yiii ~ ' hahaha how cool is that man! :D
; i just wanna have fun & i wont care about my image, those stupid faces. hohoho! :o
ALRGHTT!~ PHOTOS AGAIN.
kuku bird & childish photos! bahh xD
i did study! its her whose reading the 8 days magazine!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's paper, still alright, for all i know, im freaking tired & im in confusion state, so i dont know what exactly the questions are actually asking about. i just blurly answered. i did tried my best to keep my eyelids from closing, but it failed! during poa exam, it started pouring heavily & the fan kept blowing at me, then my whole body was aching terribly, especially my leg okay! arghs* & finally, weekends reaching! i wonder its a good thing? or.. well, im sure it'll be good thing yea! alrightt !~
this is my new favourite phrase, c'mon lah! its MANN okay ~
aww today's is such a..... a i-dont-know-how-to-explain-day. you know i meant, after twelve all the way till morning? cause its just so freaking fun & tiring man. just that some cute chanhong lame us all the way till i almost fall dead. please pple, please ~ nver start laming rubbish with him, you'll definately regret man! our cute boss today morning went to bedok mac to meet us instead of tm mac. ' babyyyy ni jiu shi wo de wei yiii ~ ' hahaha how cool is that man! :D
; i just wanna have fun & i wont care about my image, those stupid faces. hohoho! :o
ALRGHTT!~ PHOTOS AGAIN.
kuku bird & childish photos! bahh xD
i did study! its her whose reading the 8 days magazine!
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/08/2008 04:24:00 PM
Left @ 5/08/2008 04:24:00 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008 ♥.
HEY PEEPS (:
today's maths paper, was difficult! its was like freaking hot in the hall & super stressed up. arghs* nvermind, dont broad about it alrd. & chem paper, was alright. it was easy. but the things that i've learnt seem to fly away. oh gosh! nvermind. gotta go study for history! hitler... stalin... tojo... what the hell is that?!!!? gotta goooooooo ~
; im so happy! ^^
heh heh. had fun photo shotting!
its been long since i took photos with frens.
shall upload others next few days.
WE'VE BEEN PLAYING WITH THIS STICKY SPIDERMAN!
hahahahahahahaha.. xD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
today's maths paper, was difficult! its was like freaking hot in the hall & super stressed up. arghs* nvermind, dont broad about it alrd. & chem paper, was alright. it was easy. but the things that i've learnt seem to fly away. oh gosh! nvermind. gotta go study for history! hitler... stalin... tojo... what the hell is that?!!!? gotta goooooooo ~
; im so happy! ^^
heh heh. had fun photo shotting!
its been long since i took photos with frens.
shall upload others next few days.
WE'VE BEEN PLAYING WITH THIS STICKY SPIDERMAN!
hahahahahahahaha.. xD
signing off--
l.a.l.l.a.l.a
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Left @ 5/05/2008 07:59:00 PM
Left @ 5/05/2008 07:59:00 PM
